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Looking, searching for your face in the crowd,
I know it wont be there,
But im desperate,
I mumble your name aloud.
Always seeing you,
Always needing you,
Trying to forget, but I love you still,
I want you untill the day I die.
Wanting your voice, wanting your hands,
Wanting you holding me, but I try to understand,
You dont want me anymore,
And it breaks my heart,
But I know it must be true,
So I have to be happy for you.
If Im happy for you it cant hurt anymore,
But Im lying to myself, and I hate that girl,
The one you........love.
I hate to say it, but youre the happiest ive seen,
And my heart just dissapears and thats just the way its been.
Thats the way it will be, thats the way it will stay,
I hope my heart will heal, in an almost perfect way,
Because I know Ill always remember you,
Ill always remember how you swore you loved me true,
The way you held me in your arms,
And how you just left me, alone, with disregard.
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