I had you once

I had you once
and i lost you
i want you back
but it's such a disaster.
To tell you how i now feel
it's hard for me to express myself
and you know that too
i can't look into your eyes
and tell you i love you
because i can't make you believe
how much it's really true
when i had you i wanted to get rid of you
now that your gone i need you
your arms around me,
your smile into my eyes
your amazing stare into my heart
I love you now i know its true
come back to me
please, i beg of you.