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It’s been 1 year 4 months 14 days
And my mind is in a haze
You look so different then how you did back then
Back when you loved in stead of hated
Back when we dated
And my heart shatters
Not that to you it matters
Because I missed so much
And I can hardly remember the feel of your soft sweet touch
But I'm different too
All because of you
I hide
And cry
And think
And sink
Into my very own pit of despair
As I wish you were there
But as I said once before
You don’t really care
And I see the river running
I feel the pain coming
And tears flow down my cheek
As I remember your kiss soft and sweet
Your hand in mine
There was nothing more divine
And then some one asked me
To define what you were to me
I smiled sadly and said
Everything
And it kills me to know
That the last memory I have
Is of you walking away
And me on my knees
Begging you to stay
So I cry until I cannot breathe
I scream
I want to hate you
And I should
My friends ask
Why do you cry?
And inside I die
I say "because I still love that wretched bastard
Even after all this time"
And I’m drowning in my own tears
In my fears
In all the years
I want to get over you some day
And maybe I'll be happy in some way
But until then
I'll cry my tears alone
Sit in this place I used to call home
And think of you
And all you do
April 16 ,2009
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