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Your Territory...
I'm not lost,
I'm not broken.
I'm not helpless,
I'm not depressed.
You didn't surprise me,
You disappointed me.
Everyone tried to warn me,
But I had to make my own mistakes.
I knew the day would come,
When you would walk away again.
I don't think of you all the time,
And I am not down.
It just feel like I am missing a piece,
And I miss you.
There are times when I reminisce
And think about what we were,
And I wish that I could have it back,
And that it was what I dreamt it was.
I know that I lied to myself,
Convinced myself
That we were stronger
Than we could ever be.
I wonder why you really left.
You said it was lack of attraction,
But I don't believe you.
You always have so many stories,
And lies to cover up your truth.
Maybe you did it to stop me,
From falling any further into you.
You knew I was falling hard,
And knew it would be difficult,
For me to walk away in a
Couple months.
I want to convince myself,
That you did it for me,
But I know better,
That you are just selfish.
I wonder if you think of me,
If you miss me too.
I wonder if you are already,
Looking at other girls.
I wonder if you could be intimate,
With someone else,
The way that I can't bring
Myself to do.
I don't even want to think of
Anyone else like I did with you.
I don't want anyone to touch me,
The way that I let you.
Its your territory and no one else's.
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