Is this the real thing?

Lust gets mixed with love ,
and everytime I hear you say
I love you,
I can't help but to think: "Do you really......Or was it a typo and forgot to put 'R Body' ...
My love for you is strong.. But will I last every long?
I'm scared of having you,
terrified of losing you ...
Shot up on the block at any given moment...
Your life is short,
But I have control of my death...
Balance.Love.Trust.
You say we'll work on balance when I get back....
But deep within myself I know that's a lie...
Becasue When I'm alone,
I wonder if I'm really going to be back.